Hello, they call me Ruby. Ruby Ng.
Pioneer Secondary, 15.
I'm a flautist, vocalist and I play keyboard.
Remember, 21st April is da day.
Hate me? Don't hesitate to click here.
I don't bite, just rawrs. :)
When I see you, the world.
It stops and all that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring at you.
There's nothing else.
No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow.
The world just stops and it's a beautiful place and there's only you.
Just you. And my eyes staring at you.
When you're gone, the world starts again and I don't like it as much.
I can live in it, but I don't like it.
I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again.
I love it when it stops.
It's the best thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.
Saturday, October 25, 2008 5:00 AM
Yea, still awake. Cant sleep. Finished up 'Accepted'. Th other time round Ms Kwok didnt have enough w us to complete th show. Had been rated 9.3/10 Done w Stomp The Yard too. Columbus Short sure is one great choreographer. Chris Brown acted in it too. Th steppings were superb. This had been released last year though. Was rated 9.7/10 for this one. Both were good shows.
Alright, meeting Milly @10.40am. I've got roughly 4hrs of sleep if I get to bed like, right now. Which I dont think I'd be able to do so though. I'll try...
I'll just end here.
Friday, October 24, 2008 1:00 AM
Officially th last day of school, for 08' :D But, still need go back for band practices. ;[
Okayokay. Passed, promoted to Sec 3 Express [: Assembled in class in th morning cause was drizzling. First lesson went to 2P1 classroom for programme. 1 hour. Went back to class then Ms Goh gave back our result slips. I'm th 15th in class. Very surprisingly. My comment was: Ruby is a very intelligent and alert pupil who is quick to respond appropriately in different situations. 真的啊? Aftermath was recess. Then back in class, watch Step Up 2. Until when they were about to battle dance, which also is th nicest part, need go hall for th prize presentation alr, _!_. ==
Got value improve pupil award for Cme. Lols. Wiri get for Art. He was like down thr "Eh, Cme useless one." Then I asked, "Art got use meh? Wan be artist urh? ==" Wiri "No lurh. Architect!" All laugh~ Th whole thing was damn boring. People go up and down th stage, take th cerfiticate, then take photo. After that another group of ppl would go up. And goes on. Imagine, Sec 1 to 4 classes. ;[ After everything ended was alr half past 1.
Went for band pract. Ass. I have solo for Chariots Of Fire ;[ Went to Gekpoh mac. again w Ateefah, Haszrul, Ammar, Kas, Huda, Humairah. As usual, talk, Mcflurry, but less ghosts stories. ;[ Walked back w Haszrul and Huda. Get some things from Pioneer Mall then home I went. Damn tired alr. Slept @4am that morning >< After bathing, used laptop for awhile then went to bed.
Woke up @9plus. Few from my class were thinking of transferring ;[ Gotta check th subj. I'll be having next year on th net @10. If wan appeal still need go back sch. Which hence, I dont think I'd be doing so. 麻烦.
I'll end here. Goodbye.
And yes. Whad's your point?
Monday, October 20, 2008 9:28 PM
School today had not been as much boring, suprisingly. :D D&T watched 2Fast 2 Furious. Niceee~ Th drifting part, whoa! :DD Was copying lyrics while watching. Science Mrs Chang came in. Actually she let us continue watching th show one, but her laptop cannot read th disc == So watched Night At The Musuem. Not to bad though. Was recess after that. Then Maths. Played game, continued copying lyrics. Iffah wanted Love Song by Sara Bareilles. [: English, Mdm Mita gave back our Paper 2. Inclusive of th Oral and all, got A2 for this SA. :D Mdm Mita told us th Old Changi Hosp. ghost story. Freakish~ Did our own things after that. Mother Tongue was last period. Both higher and express chinese MT classes went to AVA theatre watch one China film. Real china. Imagine, th Indons; Sugi, Wiri, Candra, dont understand.
They were super noisyyy. Made me laugh throughout th show when it was suppose to be one sad film. ><
School ended @1.25. Waited for Saifuddin at th canteen, pass him phone.
Walked home. After bathing was watching Okto. Then fell asleep. Dad, mum, bro all were alr out when I woke up, which was 7plus. Home alone. ;[
Band pract. resumes tmr. Gotta preapre for th school's 15th year anniversary celebration.
No school on Wednesday. Go for church's drop in? Yes, no?
Thursday back to sch. Band pract. after sch again.
Saturday morning gg to accompany Milly to cousin's office for interview. I guess have to go down East Coast again for swaveboarding in th afternoon. Then to church after that. Hope I wont be drained out. Not yet know when starting work...
During th holidays, there would be
th so-called Youth retreat camp. Which is chalet @downtown. (Still considering whether to go) ><
Children and I.S.A.A.C camp?
Band camp...
Work. And as promised to meet up some.
Just pray all these wont clash on th same day. ;[
You see, one wont react to that if he aint feeling any guilty. Proven. :D
Goodbye.
Sunday, October 19, 2008 12:36 AM
Fuck lurhhorh, fuck lurhhorh! Dare type dont dare say. People treat you well, you treat people like one kind. Okay lurh, your problem interfere for whad right? Cos I care for my friend whad! And please lurh, you know some things you cant get, you still pursue on, stubborn. I think whad she adviced you was right one hao mah. People give you chancesss to change, until now still thislanjiao attitude. And I meant, CHANCESSS. If you know I'm referring to you, buaysong, come find me. I'm free to entertain you. Cos I've got alot more to say. Dont wan expose your name here. Later zor lao kiew you niah. But you go think thouroughly alr then start whad you wna tell me lurh kay.
Some ass just deserve whacking. Okay, Ruby, chillchill~ Morning, around 8 went to block 701 to pay last repect to aunty Samantha. Bus transport to Mandai. Skip* Home @10plus. Used laptop. 12plus prepare to go Lavender meet cousin.
Trained down then cousin drove to East Coast Park. Swaveboarddd :D I manage to make turns! [: Thanks Evelyn for th motivation. :D Thanks Alvin though you make me cant turn, cant move, cant swaveboard in ur presence, but you made me laugh till peng~:DD But you were th one whom manage to make me able to swaveboard though [: 4plus to Mac. eat. Around 5 cousin drove to Leisure Mall first. Then dropped me @Lavender after.
Trained down to Batok, changed, headed to church. Support singing~ Then service. Skip* Home @10plus. Feeling tired alr.
Goodnight. I'm gg to bed.
Thursday, October 16, 2008 4:42 PM
Yesterday headed to Vivo in th afternoon, alone. Saw Joey Chin on th train. ><
Dad came to find me around 4plus. Brought tickets for Painted Skin @5.40. [:
Th show's not bad I can say. Ended @7plus. Trained home, and head was aching~D':
Back to school today. Got back most subject's result, except D&T and English. Maths, D7. Chinese, B4. Science, C6. Geog, A2. Lit, A2. Art, B3. Like expected, Maths is a fail. Th grades were for SA2 only. Final mark's 30% from CAs and 70% from SAs. Eff! Stayed in class for every lesson today. Just waited for teacher to come in, give out papers, go through. Some late come, some never come at all. Very boring. ;[ So, it's either copying down corrections, talking to Milly, Jolin, th rest or sleeping~ Then Science was last second lesson, very tidious alr 有没有? Copy corrections? No. Sleep! :D And congrats Wiri. This ass freaking sleeps and nvr revise for Geog, got A1 th highest in class.
Supposingly after sch @2.30 there's a IT programme, Flash 8. 1/4 of th class pon! Laughs* Left w less than 10 locals whom attended, as told by Priya. [: Since there's a "I consent/ do not consent my child/ ward to participate in th above-mantioned activity." on th form, I passed it to Dad :D "Taught her Flash 9 already." was whad my Dad wrote. LMAO!
I shall end here. Goodbye. :D
Sunday, October 12, 2008 3:14 AM
I'm supposed to be in bed now. But just one short post. Hehs :D
Cousin called me in th morning, msg me in th afternoon. Heading down to East Coast to learn swaveboarding tmr. Dont know starting work on when :[ I'll be missing Saturday's church service. As told, need to work on weekends, _!_. D':
Ahting, I told you not to watch too much drama series. That's why ur eyes are still hurting. :D Laughs*
I'll end here. My bed's calling me. Goodbye. ;]
Saturday, October 11, 2008 1:57 AM
I hate, I hate and I hate hypocrites. You sucksxzsxzsxz! Trust not even th closest. You will know when you get stabbed on th back. :]
Exam's finally overrr. :D I'm so gg to fail for Maths, Chinese?, D&T. Watched Connected in th afternoon w Milly &Isan.
Th show's damn thrilling and uber nice. From th start to th end ;D Worth th second, third, fourth, fifth watch. Hehs [: Mayb exam's over and w all th shootings, whacking, blood, it gets thrilling. :D
I need to call up cousin soon. I need to help Caleb w his blog. I need to hit you right in th face. I need to get my stomach filled. I need to get something known. I need to keep a few things to myself. I need to get someone hit my back. I need to prevent Ahting from watching too much 'drama series'. I need to return sch after Wednesday. Boo~! I need to get some sleep soon.
"You know who are you talking to?" "I dont care who I'm talking to." :D Bang, walk away = aizai? Suck ____ lurh! Ahting, rmb th private and confidential conversation. ;D
And friend, I hope you're doing fine.
Goodbye. [:
Wednesday, October 01, 2008 8:24 PM
I MIA-ed for weeks from th net. Laptop was down ;[ Alot happened. Mr hazeeq left Pioneer alr. Mrs Chang's back. Grandpa's gone. D': ! Farewell. May th Lord keep watch of you. Exam starts this Friday. Here's something,
It's not the fault of student if he/she fails because the year ONLY has 365 days... typical academic year for a student: 1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest. Days left 313. 2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study. Days left 263. 3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE. Days left 141. 4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days. Days left 126. 5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days. Days left 96. 6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days. Days left 81. 7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days. Days left 46. 8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days. Days left 6. 9. For sickness - at least 3 days. Days left 3. 10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days. 1 day left. 11. That 1 day is your birthday. How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?! Balance = 0 How can a student pass ?????
Agreeagree? :D Wake up! Reasons~ Just work hard for whad you wna get, just like whad Mr Hazeeq said. [: