Hello, they call me Ruby. Ruby Ng.
Pioneer Secondary, 15.
I'm a flautist, vocalist and I play keyboard.
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When I see you, the world.
It stops and all that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring at you.
There's nothing else.
No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow.
The world just stops and it's a beautiful place and there's only you.
Just you. And my eyes staring at you.
When you're gone, the world starts again and I don't like it as much.
I can live in it, but I don't like it.
I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again.
I love it when it stops.
It's the best thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.
Sunday, August 31, 2008 8:38 PM
Superhuman- Chris Brown
Weak I have been crying and crying for weeks How'd I survive when I could barely speak Barely eat, on my knees
But that's the moment you came to me I don't know what your love has done to me Think I'm invincible I see through the me I used to be
You changed my whole life Don't know what you're doing to me with your love I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me (ohh) A superhuman heart beats in me Nothing can stop me here with you Superhuman
I feel so superhuman (superhuman) I feel so superhuman (superhuman)
Strong Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs Feels almost like I had it all along I can see tomorrow
For every problem is gone because I flew everywhere with love inside of me It's unbelievable to see How love can set me free
You changed my whole life Don't know what you're doing to me with your love (to me, oh oh) I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me A superhuman heart beats in me Nothing can stop me here with you Superhuman
I feel so superhuman (superhuman) I feel so superhuman
It's not a bird, not a plane It's my heart and it's going gone away My only weakness is you Only reason is you Every minute with you I feel like I can do anything Going going, I'm gone away in love
You changed my whole life (oh) Don't know what you're doing to me with your love I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me A superhuman heart beats in me Nothing can stop me here with you Superhuman
Superhuman
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 9:07 PM
Only left w half th class for first period, geog. Then Sugi that bunch left after geog. Which means left less than 20 of us. Science lesson listen to Mr Hazeeq's story. Test postponed again, to tmr ;[ Recess only th 5 of us! Pathetic. Milly, Saifuddin, Andra, Gladys, me. No need th whole table this time round.
Do all th corrections for Maths. &&I passed my Maths! ;D Like wthell?! Yesyes! I passed. 61.7 ;D It's not about winning Kas, Priya or whomever. It's that, excuse me, I PASSED! First time siaaa. Butbut, failed Geog. Who cares? Got reason whad [: Teacher keep changing. One day one teacher. How to pass? So nvrmind lurh. Haahs! ;D
Cme watched Olympics. Mr Lee record one. Then was English. Mdm Mita nvr come! ;D Finish doing Ms Aisha's corrections then listen song, talktalk w Xiaoting, Samuel, Ismad, Saifuddin after that. Last was CI. Left less than half th class wan whad class interaction? Interact whad? So, listen Mr Hazeeq talk again [: 2.05 then end school.
Went church for drop in. Before that went zap th scores first. Slowww. Did Maths. Finish le, jiu sian liao. Left at 6plus? Walked to bus stop. Then bused back.
Getting back result slip tmr. And friday gg back Jwps. But also no early release. No celebration for teachers' day somemore. Lousyyy!
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 9:01 PM
School as usual. Science, Mr Hazeeq didnt come ;D Talktalk w Mily, Isan, Yufan. Down thr listen hp music. Mother tongue go through test paper. &Woah, actually past. [: D&t was practical. Thanks Wiri for helping. &Mr Suhaimi really funny urh...
Last lesson, Geog. Ms Goh talking bout foreigners' health check at hpb for tmr. Talk for whole lesson. So tmr thr would be only half a class left. Th rest either nvr come or leave after recess. How good ;[ Can escape from science test bodohhh! &Saifuddin promised to share answer w me ;D Hohs! Confirm would be damn bored also. No entertainment. Lucky Isan's appointment @3plus, will be in school ;D Haahs.
Had band pract. Watch th video of this 2 Japan school band. Almost fell asleep >< No air no air~ Muahahahas! Today not say very sian lurh [: Ended @6plus.
Okay, I'm this dumb I didnt know dont have CA2. Th marks will be taken from th tests &assignments. Heard from Nana Maths half th class fail. I confirm included one... ><
Shall end here. ;D
Sunday, August 24, 2008 7:17 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAZEL &MALIK! [: Friday was bowling @Batok csc. Each Cca send 4 representatives. Kas, Haszrul, Ammar &me! ;D Play halfway me thumb's nail broke bodohhh! ;[ But then score highhigh alr, continued to play [: Idiot Weelin kept coming over and press our screen _!_ Then Volleyball &Band played cross lane. Band got higher points ;D But among all Rugby got th most trophies lurh. 1 person, 2 trophies. >< &That Ong XiangJing. Kept coming over, for countless times, tell me about Ahming's maple gf, and to ask me, "Wan go anot, wan go anot? Yiting, Yongkun also got go leh. Eh, go lurh..." Noisyyy. Say dont wan liao lorh... So I asked back, "Eh, wan come church anot? Got Youth Cell." ;D Then he dont wan. Say whole day outside alr, father wont let. ;[ Ended @5plus, 6. Took bus to church.
Saturday . HoNina betray me. Go find other wife. Ma de. Still say thiongxim to me you asshole ;[ Haahs! ;D Went Jp, Imm, Westmall. [: Brought Hazel's bday gift. This year didnt buy for Malik :/ Ps urh bro. Headed to church after that. Met Jasmine then went up tgt [: Service. Back pain ;[[ After that aunty Yvonne still come disiaosiao w me. More pain. Left around 10plus. Quite early, I can say.
Sundayyy . Last day of Olympics alr. Headed to Hazel's blk @around 3plus. Called her, &she was eating ljs. Haahs. So I place her thing in th letterbox instead [: After that, walked to Yufei's house. Pass her th letter from uncle PengChye. Raining :/ So 192 was cancelled. Bused home &was using laptop since then. Finished up laobu's 2 boxes of sweet. Ricola &mentos. ;D Jumpstyle's super nice lurh [: Somebody dance for me pleaseee. ;D Rawr! School tmr. Still thinking whether to attempt Maths. [:
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye (no, no, no) Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times I didn't get it but you kept me in line I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes It's something more than saying "I miss you" But when we talked too All them grown folk things Separation brings You never let me know it You never let it show because You loved me and obviously There's so much more left to say If you were with me today face to face
[Chorus:] I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on like "I wish I could talk to you for awhile" "I wish I could find a way try not to cry" As time goes by And soon as you reach a better place Still I'll give the whole world to see your face And I'm right here next to you It feels like you gone too soon The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye [3x]) Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done And you never got to see me back at number one I wish that you were here to celebrate together I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight I thought you were so strong That you can make it through whatever It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[Chorus]
(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x]) Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye (no, no, no) Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Chorus]
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 7:25 PM
Didnt attend sch on Monday &Tuesday. Head concussion urh! Laughs* ;D Went polyclinic on Monday. Doctor give me 1 day Mc only, stingyyy. Father ask for 1 more day also dont wan give. So instead, father help me write bhind th Mc I needed another day rest. Hohs! Grins* ;D
Yesterday laopa use my msn. But then, I thought I sign out alr. He kept saying "Eh, I talking to ur friend you know." I dont believe. == Then, after finish th tv programme, upon hearing th msn alert, I went into th room &see. Really using. Lols. You think fun urh laopa? ;D
Back to sch today. Why bcome liddat? Nvr come 2days only. Pengyou urh, ni bian le. ;[ Nvr bring anything for Geog. Act blur! :D Haahs! English play true or dare. Samuel siao. Wiri also siao. 1 keep asking ppl to hit another ppl's head for dare. Another one kept staring @Zaheerah, kajiao her. Lmao lurh! ;D Then had Oral. Teacher say I'm th best so farrr! Hehehs [; Clapclaps* Rawr! Friday still need take th test. ;[
Went Nanyang, Imm, Jec &Jp, all aloneee, after sch today [: Not siao pls. But mayb a lil? Nvr ask for anyone's accompany though. Band pract. tmr. Have to start th planning for Cca fair &then prac for audi for school's 15th anni celebration. Head better be guai. Dont suddenly pain tmr. :/
I shall end here :D
Saturday, August 16, 2008 3:30 AM
When boredom strikes,
Good morning! [; Time now is 3.30am. I'm done editing pictures. So now, I'm bored. Haahs! ;D Ouh yaaa. Just rmb-ed having support singing for church service :/ Go surf net awhile, then off to lala land alr [;
Friday, August 15, 2008 4:14 PM
Hohs! It's so much entertaining reading that blog ;D
Was supposed to have English test today. But they tell Mdm Mita photcopy shop haven't open, &we insisted to do it next week. So dont have! ;D Music lesson watched Incredible tales. Zaheerah Fatimah kept screaming from behind. == Freaking noisy. Watched Brainiac during Science lesson [; D&T had 2 tests. Know one, I do. Th rest of th time, I was sleeping.
After that, class committee suppose to stay back? Then heck care &went Jp w Isan. [: Home @2plus. Gg to Pioneer mall then to meet Ahting soon. Goodbyeee. [:
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 7:06 PM
Yawns* Feel like sleeping but dont wan to. >< Went Jp w Isan &Milly after sch. 3 of us skipped cca. Haahs. Pizza hut for lunch. Service kns !@#$%^&*(_+/ Went home then go Pioneer mall for haircut. You cant see any difference cos trim abit only. [; 3 more days in school to end th week off ;[ Then again, th weekend would end so fast. Rawr! Nowadays keep having test. One after another. Dont like! >< Make me wna sleep only. I hate school lurhsxz! :/
Monday, August 11, 2008 10:02 PM
Watched Money No Enough 2 today. Next is 12 Lotus ;D School tmrrr ;[ Sian lurh. Now Monday to Thursday band. _!_ &New blogskin. Nice and simple. [;
Friday, August 08, 2008 10:39 AM
After band pract. yst headed to PM mac. w Haszrul &Huda. We talked ghost. Yea, ghost ;D Fun. Until 7plus go back.
No school today! Muahahas :D Gg out only @2. Means it's sian-time now :/ No school on Monday too. But gg Zikkah's blk to plan for Teachers' day thing. [;
I'll go blog-hop now. Goodbye :D
Wednesday, August 06, 2008 6:22 PM
Rawrrrr! I'm super boreddd :/ Woke up late today. So cab to school.
Just another day in sch. Yea, like everyday. Wiri &Harry keep kajiao-ing April &Zaheerah. Best award for entertainer goes to them ;D laughs*
After lower sec. assembly headed to Jp w Isan. Kfc. Then Ken, Sugi &th rest came. Walked ard. Walk Jp till sian liao. How? :/ Faster complete th extension of Jurong Point lehhh. 4plus they wan go back le. I complained it was still early. But they still went back though ;[ So I walked home.
Bathed &is surfing th net now. Waiting for mum &dad. Say 6 leave one, but still haven't okay. Gg for uncle Ray's sis-in-law's wake later. Fastfast pls. Dont wna stay @home :/ I'm seriously uber boreddd.
Sunday, August 03, 2008 1:17 PM
Morning was National Day Observance Ceremony @Jurong West stadium. NPCC was GOH for this year. Super cool lurh ;D Thr was Pioneer Sec &primary, Xingnan Pri, Juying Sec, West Grove Pri &Nanyang Zone Rc ppl. I think Pioneer sec was th one w th most contingents. Zaheerah not bad ya, NCDCC. Can tahan for quite long. Haahs! And Girls' &Boys' Brigade's fancy drill was th best. Celespine was damn adorable one. ;D Andand, I saw you lurh aunty Dawnnnn! Who says i cant spot you. Hees. Th weather was super hot one. Poor them. Still need wear their uniforms under th hot sun.
NPCC, Pioneer inline skating, West Grove parent volunteers. Spot aunty Dawn ;D Girls' &Boys' Brigade :D NCC, Xingnan's, Priya :D Went to Jp mac. w Isan after that. [;
Friday, August 01, 2008 11:36 PM
To spammer, nice attempt though. Having tried to fake 7 ppl, one man show urh? ;D Next time let me know ur real name lurh. So mysterious for whad? Not proud of th name ur laopeh, laobu gave you urh? Confrim. And to clarify yo, I didnt delete th tag cos you think I'm just another humji. I delete it cos it's rather obscene and is filtering my tagboard. [; Just another Nameless. I dont care~
First lesson was English. Had common test. Not enough time to complete th summary >< Then dont wan do, hand up to Mdm Mita alr. Music, went symphony lab. By right, was to continue w Phantom of The Oprea one. Then watch true ghost story and say ghost stories instead. Scary lurh. Still say th very popular one- th band room ><
Science had a little recap only. Aftermath, got Mr Hazeeq to say ghost story too. He's is cool ;D D&T was practical. School ended @12.25 Headed to Jp w Isan after that. Late evening went to church w Yiting for Prayer Meeting.
&I'm dead bored now. Anw, my phone's back in order. Praise Lord ;D