Hello, they call me Ruby. Ruby Ng.
Pioneer Secondary, 15.
I'm a flautist, vocalist and I play keyboard.
Remember, 21st April is da day.
Hate me? Don't hesitate to click here.
I don't bite, just rawrs. :)
When I see you, the world.
It stops and all that exists for me, is you and my eyes staring at you.
There's nothing else.
No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow.
The world just stops and it's a beautiful place and there's only you.
Just you. And my eyes staring at you.
When you're gone, the world starts again and I don't like it as much.
I can live in it, but I don't like it.
I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again.
I love it when it stops.
It's the best thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.
Monday, June 16, 2008 5:04 AM
Yesterday, woke up @6 though I slept @3plus. Uncle Mok drove me &his family to Jalan Kayu for th match. Tmd. Poh Chuan kick ppl not kick ball one. 4-1 Siansss.
Around 12, back to Jurong. Went Pioneer mall to have lunch. Aunty Dawn, Huiyi, uncle Mok, Weien [:
To Huiyi's hse @ 1plus. Brainstorm for slide presentation first. Then do admin stuff. First time I see w.Yiting do thing so serious siol. Somebody become Programme I/C liao. Not bad urh ;D
4plus go back bath. Then uncle Mok drove us to church.
Service. Blahblahblah ---
Practically whole day was outside. Only came back to bath @noon. Damn tired. Reach home, bath, then jiu toh liao. In th end woken up by father's damn loud video. Baptism cum sports day one. I shout like hell he also dont care ;[ Bodoh lurh he. I slept for less then 15mins lorh. Dont know why. When I woke up I wasnt feeling tired anymore ;D Watch tv. After that went to watch th video whc father was watching earlier on. Got 1 part damn funny. I shall not elaborate. Later ppl say I nvr respect. ;X
Today
I'm super bored &hungry now :[
Nothing much today. Like usual, went to 192. When will your frigging attitude prob change? Not surprise if it's a never. Cycled. Today is like no one's thr. w.Yiting nvr go. Jingyi, aunty Yvonne, aunty Esther also. So sian.
Went back @ 7 plus. Alone :[ w.Yiting, next week better go. If not I'll be, so lonely. From Boonlay interchange I walked home. No star one :[ It has been months of years since I see a sky shinning w starsss. How sad.
I wont miss you very much. 3days. I can survive one okay. [: